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Today i took my off in lieu as i need to clear it before my current work gets busy next wk onwards.  Is been quite some time i have not been doing my Gundam modelling & today i start doing it in the morning.  The kit i been doing is from the latest series Main Mobile suit: Gundam 00 Exia Gundam 1/144HG scale.

AS you can see, this Gundam is heavily Melee fighter:armed with 7 blades which is 1 Giant sword, 1 short blade, 1 long blade, 2 beam sabers and 2 ebam daggers.  This kit overall took me ard 2hrs+ to complete it.

The link is over http://s120.photobucket.com/albums/o172/duotiga83/HG%20Exia%20Gundam/

Overall the kit is pretty amazing, can do lots of pose, esp the leg area, very articulative. I brought this as i like the overall design n big sword lol. I gonna collect this series kits also…oops ….

After that i went to cut my hair as later of th emth i wld have no time for it.  Today afternoon after such a long time,  finally went to see a dentist near my house to do some scaling & polishing as my teeth iis very dirty. Overall ppretty satisfied with the result i had though is kinda expensive.

Well…time for me to do another kit as i have backlog a lot of boxes of it…..seeya when i can blog again if i got the mood!!! lol

30cts Shems

Just a short update…as i have Hi-Nu in my collection, today afternoon went to HAG (Hobby Art Gallery) @ Sunshine plaza to exchange the Hi-Nu which my church friends brought for me last Wed…

After some personnal research & hobbyist comments, i decide to exchange it with

MG FAZZ (Full Armour ZZ) Gundam

As i all along wanting this kit for its BIG overshoulder canon & double beam rifle….I still short of $9++, i go for

HGUC GP02a-MLRS

As there is a special offer n left 1.

Well after getting all these kits….i hope i got the time to do finish all (hopefully) as i have already backlog a lot of kits already…let’s see:

1/144HG Seed MSV

Strike Rouge + IWSP

HGUC

Ground Gundam

Quel

GM Powered

GM Striker

Zeta Extra Finish

RX-178 Mk II Extra Finish

Blue Destiny Unit 2

Blue Destiny Unit 1

MG

Nemo

GP01

Gm Sniper

Zeta ver 2.0

Zeta -3 limited edtion

Rx-78-2 One Year War Anime Ver

Rx-178 Mk II Titans ver 2.0

Hi-Nu

Strike Freedom Full Burst Edition

woahhhzz…..i already exceeded my backlogs…..i need time to fix it!!!!! ><

Why would i post such a header? well…here is the story…..

Last sun my youth fellowship everyone of us have to the GEM points even ( like some caring task  for fellow mates) & for me unexpectedly picked 1 of my friend whom has the same bdae week as mine (me 11 Aug while he is yesterday wed 15 Aug) & the task i pick to do was: Organise a dinner outing!!!! o.O

After some discussion we decided to organise a dinner outing on Thurs @ Marina Carls Junior….Overall the turnout is not bad ..almost the entire YAF come except a few caught up in work…..but 1 thing i never expect the dinner outing becoming a dinner celebration for both of us also….my present i receive

MG Hi-Nu Gundam

This is way too sudden for me…..for me organising a dinner outing i never expect to have a birthday [resent form them….i am so touched thought i have another 1 unfixed @ home….They said that i can exchange for another 1 but within 7 days but i seriously have no idea what i want to exchange or want to exchange or not…..

Overall i am so gratefull of such friends i have in church.  Perhaps this "concidence" of event is so "perfectly" plan by God by my "unexpected" golden touch ?

This is make me to make an effort more of contributing with them for the fellowship & the growing of faith as my faith has been unevenfull for the past few months…. 

A BIG THANKS EVERYONE!!!!!

Why govt agencies all about the same????  Perhaps what Jack Neo’s movie "Just Follow Law" is so damn right……

As for me, now i have 2more new collegues to join with me, but the current temp workload is not split among us evenly among the managers whose taking care of us.  The female collegue of mine have not have any major workload for 3 days already, as for the other male collegue on the other hand, being "suay", always kanna last min work from his temp manager whenever we are abouot to go home.  As for me, my current manager is giving me a lot of things to do, expecting me to multitask as the tasks she gave me are interlink related.  Frm "Ah Long" chasing the consultants for their overdue testflow deadline, to doing admin data entry/filling of papers.  Kinda like army right???  Cause now is the project for Army, so whatever things they do follows like army & sux like hell…..not only that, my computer account is by underlying means to get it from manager as i have not cleared my security clearance ( but my agent said i am cleared , "DUH" -_-).  funny is 3 of us are sharing my Windows account, i am the only 1 that has taken the photo for the pass over there ( HQ pass 3 of us taken already) BUT till now still have not received our pass yet, not even a TEMP pass thogh they keep saying will check for my status…..

Another thing is : DOuble Standards.  They told us not to bring camera HP, but i SAW some of them bring ( i even saw my HP model N73).  So i next week, heck care about them since some of them bring it in.  Since they come in @ 9+am while we were told to come in @ 8.30am, i have been coming around that timing @ abt 9 since they "Start work late".  Follow the herds, thats what i am thinking….

Haiz…been thru so many govt agencies, this is the worse i ever had…even IE Singapore where i Temp there before i came here is much more efficient than them…..

5 days has past….still got 195 days to go (10mths contract) .  Hopefully the rest of the day i can "tong" till the contract ends & decide whether would i be staying on or not….

Never had before such a low morale in working……ever since i work in IE Singapore as a temp & now Data loader in SCS posted in Espo Building @ Airport Rd, never before working is so dull & boring…

Being alone is used to it…but also in work????  During my 1.5mth stay n prudential i did make some friends there as they are almost of my same age but in IE Singapore, having bad terms with the collegues.  Haiz still have not mastered the art of communication.  Being too quiet of being bullied around……

I just hope that my current job for 10mths will be able t survive there…..

Just came back from this year event of the year: The Brothers’ Nite!!!!  This year theme is Oscar’s award & we were told to wear formal with tie.  As for me , i am wearing like a mafia: All black with silver tie.  As for the older brothers, some wear costumes like Tennis player, Kill Bill, Mario brothers & Borat.

We have a great variety of meals, even the 1st game we had have to do with eating by stuffing the most no of food we can stuff into our mouth which i ‘tio’.  The advertising and Brothers’ appreciation videos are very meaningfull and funny that i kept laughing non stop.

The next and following games is subsequently on all the movie titles, soundtracks and quotes of famous movies of it.  There is even a food competition where we have a chance to eat which type of food is the best among the 2 different dishes.

The present for this year is very meaningful.  Each of us were given an award.  The award is a coloured curvy bottle with lumious sticks together tie with silver star on top.  As for me i got the ‘Most Tech Savy’ award which i am kinda unexpected to get.  This has again touched me that i shld not forgo my IT skills yet as they appreciated my knowledge & skills which i have for now.

Overall i am enjoyed for this year Brothers’ Nite.  Nxt year Sisters’ Nite we Brothers will do it even better for you all!!!!  Thanks so much for the event, God Bless & have a blessed week ahead!!!! ^^V

Well i got this quote from Kamen Rider Den-Oh, 1 of the episodes recently & i find it meaningful….Today is a miracle for my exam…

This is the 3rd time i took M9 exam. Before the day is here i even play my Final Fantasy game in my gameboy micro , watch some Japanese dramas & today on the way to the exam area @ suntec, i even listen to mp3. When the exam started, i am surprise that now most of the questions i am able to answer that & when the last 2 mins of the exam, i covered my face as i dare not want to look the exam result which directly shown in front of me.  When it showed: You have PASSED the exam , i was giving a huge relief that after a mth of study i manage to pass…when i informed to "Big Bro" Derrick, he "scolded" me for not having a clear mindset & was worried about me cos the previous exam i told him that if this time i failed again, i wld opt out of the grp.  Nw at least i have my confidence & drive back and have to chiong for my next M5 exam which is on coming thurs afternoon.  I am now 1 step behind from getting contracted….seriously in need of $$$$ now….. 

Though mom said that i shldn’t continue from this line, i felt that i need to prove t her wrong that i can make a difference by the way my "unique" boss of teaching us, provided we got the commitment & discipline to make it happen, not only that, mindset which he has been keep emphasising & as for me 1 added reminder:  God’s providence.  I can’t rely on self strength also, need his ever powerful guidance for my career path.

Nw i have the hope.  This time have to be more confident & make things happen! ^^

What is predestination?  In dictionary, it means "Theory or Belief that everything that happens has predetermined by God and that man cannot change it." 

I have been thinking about this word for the entire day since i got my result ard 1130am.  While completing the exam for the 2nd time, somehow subconsiously my mind got projected the "You have fail the exam"  computer image in my mind.  Been checking 2 more times yet go the same band.  My collegues said that because previously i fail so my mind subconsiously thought of that as miy final result.  But the thing is during the entire exam, i am not panicking & was hoping myself to pass.  I even told my junior boss yesterday that i have 80% chance of passing.  Even 1 of my collegue said i got religion & shld rely on it also.  But now, my mind & heart speaking is in entire opposite direction:  mind saying keep trying but heart is telling me straight into  my face that God has given me an ans already.  They also said to me not to give up, but for now i am giving my self chances rather than giving up.  I am also thinking right now is my motives of getting $$$ correct or not….indeed working is for God, but for now am i working for $$ or for God?

To us christain, we believe that God give us 3 kind of ans: Yes, No or Wait.  But from the way i see now, it doesn’t make sense for me to continue though my mind been telling me to keep forward.  Can you imagine spending almost entire mth learning for just 1 bk, taking 2 exams with the same results at the interval of 5 days?  Though i admit my china collegue took the test 11th time then pass but for me , i felt that i have done my best.

Been thinking the entire day what went wrong.  Even Boss ask me why i can’t really answer to him.  Lucky he didn’t scold me as i sensed that he sees my confusion in my head during their smoking break.  Maybe this line is not suitable for me.  I had my final chance most prob on this coming fri ( for me though i reported it to my small boss & he wanted to chat with me nxt wk when his back from ICT but i roughly knw what he will be asking me abt… ),  Have to see what’s God giving me the ans.

Do pray for me yea?  Thanks a million. 

Really confuse

Nw the feeling is really back to BMT where the "tekaning" session begins today.  Boss wants now each morning 10.30am meeting room have to announced what we have to set our goals each day.  His theory of "Goals must be specific & achievable". 

As for next coming exam is on nxt mon as this wk there is no other slot for it.  From the way i see, i have exactly another 5 more days to revise (today till sun) & the probability i pass , the worse case scenario is have to take another time & m5 have to DIE DIE pass 1x before i can go for coy AIMs ( means introducing the products).  If i dont pass, man i really need to knock myself on the wall.  I still cant accept why i fail by such a close range.  Fail is ok, but why such a close range????  Man this is really feeling miserable but in order to overcome it i must show that it will work for my mon exam. 

So in layman term ?: I have not much time else i will be way behind my collegues in terms of sales training.  From the way i see my Boss is training us, i feel that he has already start drilling us to have the mindset of presetting our goals each day in order to achieve it (habit) & at the same time calculating our own odds & probability.

Sianz…i feel like throwing my m9 bk….read until dont feellike reading it.  I wanna quickly pass the exams for both M5& HI so that i can start the sales training also!!!!!  Competition has already started. Now is how am i gonna achieve it.  Boss wants us to feel the achievement on the next gala to get the coy Star awards to be the top 15% of the coy. From the way he drilled us so bitterly for the starting of 1yr until we can see our results.  I have not @ the shaving head of BMT.  I am just @ PTP period.  "Shaving of head" starts when the sales training starts.  1 year to POP, must achieve it no matter what…..but most impt of all:  I still need God’s Guidance & do my part also.  I can’t be expecting $$$ to drop from the sky.  I need to do my part also.

Might be tough but the tough gets going….nw at least frm the way i see my exams i can roughly gauge my odds in order to go to the AIMs on 4th Jun ( min req pass M9 & M5).

Got to go seeya!

Haiz…..spend @ least 2 wks of learning & yesterday night of studying…..today morning paper for M9 i STILL can FAIL by 1 BAND -_-""" & when i came back to the office & refer back again, i found some of my CARELESS mistakes….just by a few marks i can easily pass….the nxt exam i MUST PASS no matter what, at least now i knw where i gone wrong now….

Today also have the opportunity to talk to 2 interviewees whom my boss interviewed & wanted us to have a small chat with them.  The 1st interviewee whom we chat got the same problem with me when i just step out of army: No idea what he wanted.  In layman term, No goals or dreams.  As for the 2nd interviewee, we all thought that property line is quite a "not bad" line but we never expected that his condition  now is even worse than ours which is quite surprise for me cos we all along heard that property lines can earn you big bucks.  This is reality, some things we done expect to be that way.  From the 2 interviewees, i see that from where i am now i must perservere & have the motivation to carry on even though the line is tough in the beginning of learning phase.  This line & my boss style is totally different from other managers.  He expect us to change & descipline to make a difference, moulding us a CAREER, not a dead monotonous ppl, but a man have a ability to make others think & as friend to those we do not knw. 

Why i say this?  Well 1 of my collegue had give me an appertiser of what expecting to come in my boss training & to make a stranger talk as if they are your friend, man that is SUPER TOUGH.  Countless times even through my collegue training conversation both of us can go mind blank as we dont knw how to procede next ( he got a same problem as me also which both of us found out) though we got the "SOP" there.  But even as an SOP, boss wld say that that wld only make us a MEDICORE agent, not a true & sincere agent.

A lot of things to pick up.  At least nw i knw where i gone wrong.  To change for the better, i must slowly get out of my comfort zone & prepare to take the challengers ahead no matter what outcome it is.  BE A MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING. lol

Anyway got side headache from all the study…got to take panadol & have some rest before i can continue the next battle. 

Cheers

Your friendly neighbourhood guy,

San Mao