D-Day……
Haiz…..spend @ least 2 wks of learning & yesterday night of studying…..today morning paper for M9 i STILL can FAIL by 1 BAND -_-""" & when i came back to the office & refer back again, i found some of my CARELESS mistakes….just by a few marks i can easily pass….the nxt exam i MUST PASS no matter what, at least now i knw where i gone wrong now….
Today also have the opportunity to talk to 2 interviewees whom my boss interviewed & wanted us to have a small chat with them. The 1st interviewee whom we chat got the same problem with me when i just step out of army: No idea what he wanted. In layman term, No goals or dreams. As for the 2nd interviewee, we all thought that property line is quite a "not bad" line but we never expected that his condition now is even worse than ours which is quite surprise for me cos we all along heard that property lines can earn you big bucks. This is reality, some things we done expect to be that way. From the 2 interviewees, i see that from where i am now i must perservere & have the motivation to carry on even though the line is tough in the beginning of learning phase. This line & my boss style is totally different from other managers. He expect us to change & descipline to make a difference, moulding us a CAREER, not a dead monotonous ppl, but a man have a ability to make others think & as friend to those we do not knw.
Why i say this? Well 1 of my collegue had give me an appertiser of what expecting to come in my boss training & to make a stranger talk as if they are your friend, man that is SUPER TOUGH. Countless times even through my collegue training conversation both of us can go mind blank as we dont knw how to procede next ( he got a same problem as me also which both of us found out) though we got the "SOP" there. But even as an SOP, boss wld say that that wld only make us a MEDICORE agent, not a true & sincere agent.
A lot of things to pick up. At least nw i knw where i gone wrong. To change for the better, i must slowly get out of my comfort zone & prepare to take the challengers ahead no matter what outcome it is. BE A MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING. lol
Anyway got side headache from all the study…got to take panadol & have some rest before i can continue the next battle.
Cheers
Your friendly neighbourhood guy,
San Mao 
