The Past Shld Give Us Hope
Well i got this quote from Kamen Rider Den-Oh, 1 of the episodes recently & i find it meaningful….Today is a miracle for my exam…
This is the 3rd time i took M9 exam. Before the day is here i even play my Final Fantasy game in my gameboy micro , watch some Japanese dramas & today on the way to the exam area @ suntec, i even listen to mp3. When the exam started, i am surprise that now most of the questions i am able to answer that & when the last 2 mins of the exam, i covered my face as i dare not want to look the exam result which directly shown in front of me. When it showed: You have PASSED the exam , i was giving a huge relief that after a mth of study i manage to pass…when i informed to "Big Bro" Derrick, he "scolded" me for not having a clear mindset & was worried about me cos the previous exam i told him that if this time i failed again, i wld opt out of the grp. Nw at least i have my confidence & drive back and have to chiong for my next M5 exam which is on coming thurs afternoon. I am now 1 step behind from getting contracted….seriously in need of $$$$ now…..
Though mom said that i shldn’t continue from this line, i felt that i need to prove t her wrong that i can make a difference by the way my "unique" boss of teaching us, provided we got the commitment & discipline to make it happen, not only that, mindset which he has been keep emphasising & as for me 1 added reminder: God’s providence. I can’t rely on self strength also, need his ever powerful guidance for my career path.
Nw i have the hope. This time have to be more confident & make things happen! ^^
